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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVE!<3 [Sep. 14th, 2005|11:40 pm]
rlstar1987
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DAVE!!

I went to the hospital to visit Dave today for his birthday! I was soo excited to go...i went out and bought awesome balloons and a HUGE mega size balloon which was kickass. Some more of his family is going up like Saturday night so im gonna go too:) Ahh i love that kid. and i miss him like crazy...i cant wait for the day when he just comes home. and stays home. i miss him more than ever. but it'll all be over soon.

Diana came up to visit on Tuesday. We went to the mall and got Dave's balloons. pretty awesome. miss her.

Well school is gay. like usual. psychology is amazingly hard, unlike what i expected. but hey, whatever.

Girl. Shake that laffy taffy.

later.
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yay me! [Aug. 30th, 2005|11:53 am]
rlstar1987
[Current Mood |tired....mmm sleep.]
[Current Music |Hawthorne Heights...eh.]

I WENT TO COLLEGE. I WENT TO COLLEGE. I WENT TO COLLEGE.

So yeah. i went for the first day of college today. it went pretty well. except -
...absolutely nooo parking withing a 3 mile radius.
...profesors just rambeled on just like the first day of H.S.
...I forgot to eat so i was STARVING by the time i left.
...I got hit on by a crazy truck driver who decided he wanted to hold a sign up out of his PASSENGER window and tell me that i looked "very nice". creepy.

other than that it went smoothly.

So i decide to go to circuit city with jeff cuz i saw some laptop carriers there that were nice. but in turn left enmpty handed. so he and i got in my car and drove through the parking lot realizing i was going the wrong way. so i turned around. kinda crazily...but i was feeling sorta adventurous. so were driving the correct way and i come to realize that im pushing my gas pedal...but the car isnt moving much. and jeffs like "oh your car turned off". inded it did. so i turn it off and tried to start it again...and it didnt work...then smoke decided it would pour out of the hood of my car!!!! omg i freaked. jeff told me to pop the hood and i realized i didnt know how...and opened it and my battery was on FIRE! literal fire! so i freaked...once again.........and called my Daddy. he freaked some, and yelled some. i cried a ton! but i guess it was ok. so he got me a new battery quick and put it in n such. turns out i jerk my car around a little too much at time lol oooppppss.

AHH CRAZYNESS!!!

work at 9 am tomorrow...fun.



I miss you Dave <3
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MMkayy. [Aug. 27th, 2005|02:36 pm]
rlstar1987
[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |Snooooooooop Doggg.]

OK so its like 2:30 and i have work at 9.....AM!

I just got my new laptop tonight. hence why i am still awake. i like figuring everything out and talking to people online. so it's kinda hard to just close it up and go to sleep. maybe ill just pull an all-nighter. ooo work would be mega fun in the morning!!

School starts on Monday, yes, in two days. it's friggen unbelievable. im in COLLEGE!! WOAAAAHHH. it's so strange to think about but kickass as well.

Today was Daves last day of radiation i believe. Thank God!! I cant wait til he comes home.

Tomorrow is Diana's last night home before she leaves us all for school. OMG im gonna cry so much. We're all gonna hang out tomorrow for what i guess will be the last time, for a while. Ahh she cant leave. She's the only reason i ever got used to West and opened up to people here. Without her i would have never bothered with friends or anyting else for that matter. I still remember the first thing i ever said to her..."Wow, your really skinny." and she said, "Your really skinny too." awww this is so sad! soooo many memories. She's the BEST PROM DATE EVER!! -two years in a row! Shes my 'lesbien' friend. I LOVE YOU DIANA!! IM GONNA MISS YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!

Now im sad.

Goodnight.
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No More!! [Aug. 17th, 2005|09:14 pm]
rlstar1987
[Current Mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[Current Music |Hawthorne Heights..Eh.]

NO MORE BRACES!







YEAH BIOTCH!
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la la la la. [Aug. 13th, 2005|10:18 pm]
rlstar1987
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[Current Music |L.L.Bean making stupid noises in the bathroom]

Update Smupdate.

I went to visit Dave last night. He looks better, way better. His mom says he has about two weeks left in the hospital. Not fun. But hopefully that's all. I miss him. A lot.

Working a lot, too much, 44 hours last week. but i got a huge promotion so it's all good. YEAAA YAAAA.

Hung out at Cherry's with my ZenMart and L.L.Bean. a.k.a my brother and sister. their kickass. we sang theme songs and chilled like villans. now were just chillen being retarted. like usual. it's a habit.

So yo i gotta go it's time for me to rock it.
I put balogna in my left pocket.
Smear some cream cheese in my gold locket.
Cuz it's my show i'm andy milonakis.
It's my show i'm smandy smila-smockis.
It's my show i'm andy milonakis.

-peace.
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partaaay. [Aug. 9th, 2005|11:18 pm]
rlstar1987
[Current Mood |excitedexcited]
[Current Music |Avril Lavigne. HA HA HA.]

The drama seems to be over.

I miss Dave.
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I'm a hustla. Homie. [Jul. 31st, 2005|01:59 am]
rlstar1987
[Current Mood |anxiousanxious]
[Current Music |I'm a hustla, I'm a, I'm a hustla. Homie.]

South Carolina was pretty awesome! But man, I miss my damn computer and bed. We layed out on the beach and the pool every day and went out to eat every night. We went Parasailing and go-kart racing for hours. Cannon balls by the pool, hot tubs, it was just pretty awesome. Uh what else. not important.

I'm going to visit Dave in the hospital tomorrow. He doesn't know it yet. His mom and I sort of devised a plan. Tube or no tube, im going to see him.

Some pics from the trip:




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out. [Jul. 21st, 2005|11:42 pm]
rlstar1987
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[Current Music |Too sad for music.]

Get out of the hospital.

Can't stop crying.

I miss you.

Way too much.
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Mega Party-age... [Jul. 17th, 2005|11:53 am]
rlstar1987
[Current Mood |hyperhyper]
[Current Music |Army of Freshman]

Update time.

Friday I called up Jeff to accompany me at Tower. I wanted music. So i go and pick him up. We go to tower. While im paying for my Fall Out Boy album. I'm joking around and i say "Hey Jeff, look at this Elton John cd. I'm gonna buy that for you." The guy at the register rings up all my stuff, and just stands looking at me. so i look at him back wondering what the hell's he's looking at. and he says "OH. you were just kidding about the Elton John cd." HAHA it was the funniest thing ever! Jeff got soo damn embarrassed and i couldnt stop laughing. It was awesome. Then we didnt feel like going home so we went over to the mall. and decided to eat some dinner. i spotted Josephone and ran and molested her in the food court. So jeff, josephine, john, and i had dinner. i went to jamie's work to say hey and she told me that she had recently seen big d go by. so i call big d and find out she's right accross the hall. so jeff, diana, sutton, and i all spot joey and john once again. I then find out that Jay, boden and kat were also there. so......Jeff, diana, sutton, boden, jay, kat, and i all go outside to sit, chill, and talk. jeff spots addison .not a fan of his. and some other ppl .not a fan of them either. and stays with them to talk for awhile. There was this crazy ass mother fuckin squirrel like racing towards us. and of course, i freaked out. i tried to save joey but her crazy ass kept running towards it n shit. i was scared as shit. they all laughed at me like usual. w/e. They all left and i took Jeff into the first time he was ever "allowed" into hot topic. i dropped jeff off. came home. got online. talked to jeff online. jeff came back over to my house. lol. we hung out for awhile. then he left. fun fun night

Last night was Jeff and Eric's graduation party. It was pretty awesome. We went swimming in this kick ass pool, ate the greatest chicken i've ever tasted, and i attempted to play guitar. Crazy ass pictures were taken, god help me. Their all posted on my myspace. Jeff took me home then around 11 ish. While i freaked out on him for everything he did wrong while he was driving. I've become the master driver i supppose >not true<. But i hate when ppl drive bad while im in the car. Twas a good night. I got jeff this AWESOME Fall Out Boy shirt. His first band shirt besides fuckin G-Unit. Kickass.

Tonight was the Exit 4 and Army of Freshman show! Dude, it was so fucking awesome you have no idea! Army of Freshman rule the fucking universe. OH, Exit 4 was good too. haha. no i love E4. Nick had this crazy coughing spell while he was singing. which was unnoticible. he didnt even cough once through the show. But apparently he had to cough the entire time. Dan didnt think they sounded too well. I thought they were fuckin awesome. But Army of Freshman totally rocked. They put on such an amazing show! The lead singer was all like on top of us n shit. and like layed on my. with his sweaty self. but was alll good! he stopped in the middle of the song, grabbed jamie, and posed for a picture. OH i was stoaked. He held his mic up to me and i sang. ha. well, it was more like a scream. But it was good. OH man. I wanna see them again so damn bad. FUCKIN AWESOME.

ok. tired. work at 9:30 a.m. tomorrow.

Later.
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reflection. [Jul. 13th, 2005|11:55 pm]
rlstar1987
[Current Mood |sillysilly]
[Current Music |Staring at the Sun - Thrice.]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY! Today was Jay's party - at Diana's house- for his 18th bday. it was pretty fun. After Jay showing up late to his own party - We, of course, watched Team America. It was shira's first time and Boden doesnt like it much. But he cracked a few smiles. It was cool though. After Diana sucking cake off of my fingers and a few "make out" shots from Brian's camera, we played Mafia. My first time playing. and it was awesome! Jen gave Jay a little toy cop set. I'm sure it will help him reach his goal of being a sherif. Ha. It was an awesome night.

Got back from my mom's house on tuesday. I had an awesome weekend. Went swimming with Ashly, a great friend whom i havent seen in a while. Then took my brother and krystal to the mall for some shopping and food. My seven year old brother has his first pair of Chucks! yay! After that i rushed home and went to a bowling ally to meet up with ashly and some other friends i havent seen in a mad long time. OH man it was awesome. We hacked and sat and talked for a while. I decided then to go visit my aunt and grandma. Who, believe it or not, has a party house. I got lost as shit going there, no clue where the hell i was, driving in the city. with my parents car and on my cell phone getting directions. got there and my aunt decided that she wanted me to drive her, her bf, and some random neighbor kid that i still dont know the name of around the city. we drove around for hours with nothing to do. and then the neighbor kid decided we should make a beer stop. i dont drink. and i was kinda skeptical about alcohol in my car. but it was all good. droped them all back off and headed home around 1:30. And i got fucking lost going home. jesus. directions aren't my thing. needless to say, i passed out as soon as i got home.

I got pulled over for the first time!! Scary as shit may i add. i apparently had the wrong lights on for my headlights. which i wasnt aware of because it wasn't my car. i was so fuckin nervous. i basically threw my liscense at him with the insurance i struggled to find. He had to have known how fricken scared i was. he tried to make small talk or w/e but i was too freaked out to chill. he let me go though. as my heart nearly flew the hell out of my damn chest. Who knew driving to blockbuster for a damn movie could be such a hastle.


Quote of the century-
"Were not lesbiens, were just big boned."
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